Being alone is worse than the most pain I have ever experienced so far...I just learned to love again and am not giving that up! I have been alone for most of my life and while there are many things to learn by yourself with some one to love it is so much easier.....so give it a shot ya never know until ya do or don't.....

Your friend in pain,

JamesJohn

@rosie-dasiem Absolutely not true. There is someone out there who is meant for you but you have to do things outside of your comfort zone to find them. Shame on your family for telling you that. I have raised two kids by myself, gotten divorced and remarried all with chronic pain in my life. Work on your self esteem, it seems your family is destroying it and try volunteering for a cause you believe in. Somewhere along the way you'll find someone who sees you in a light not diminished because you have pain. Peace, Barb

I understand. I cant give 100% to myself so how can I give 100% to someone else

Well that's wonderful you have been together for 11 year's.

Iam in a relationship but I can't be sexual with him but we been together for 11 years so I guess he do love me I don't know